Wednesday, July 07, 2004
I'm veh angry. So i'll kinda spare the crap. Anyways, u guys can't and never will understand. My brothers are not normal. They're just computer geeks with no life. Perhaps they do. They lead lifes which are meant to be 'slaves' to the computer for their whole teen life. Computer Zombies i would say. They game like 24-7. damnits. Why do i have such WEIRDOs as brothers. Man.. Trying to appease myself.. And accept the fact that they ARE my brothers forever or something. -.-"
I wanna use the other com~~~ Hais. It's unfair how they go "Oh.. It's MY com. Not yours.. So u have no right to actually take a share in using the com." They veh shit one lehs. Last time, when they didn't have 'their own' com.. They weren't so )(&#!*@!_. *Fill in da blanks.* Damnit mans. ARGHS!!! =( =(.. Whyy do such people existttt. So self centred.. NO LIFE!!! I'm serious. 100% dead serious. I think one day. Just one fine day, they'd probably drop dead in front of the com. *Even if it means in their 80's, they'll still be a com geek.* And i don't think that they'll prove me wrong.
Anyways, I'll still get to use at 7. You know why ? Cos they aren't using it at 7! And when my parents come back, I'll take all the blame instead of them. Worst of all, they sacrificed their studies for gaming. I mean.. Even I myself don't get the previledge. I slog my guts out when they're gaming, eating, watching tv. Even when they're sleeping at night. Just because my parents need someone who can actually bring the family glory. And the person is me. Only me. The both of them.. Hais.. Don't put in effort at all.. Sorry.. I wrote so much crap. But I'm really kinda sick of them. I dunno. Who knows.. I study so much, in the end.. Maybe I'll end up having the same standard of living as them. But i don't find it fair. But life was never fair right. I dunno.. I'll never know until one day when I'm grown up.
Just wait.. I'll show them. And make them regret not studying hard. -.-"
jAn.[x]`~ *heartt felt words. ; at 6:39 PM
6:39 PM
